missing girl

there was some class going on at my house. C was there sitting at the table which was in the living room instead of the dining room....but there were desks and a teacher. C's phone rang and it was his mother so he answered it and then asked me if i wanted to hang out on halloween but i was busy so i asked if we could hang later. oren and ginny said it was ok. then we had to raise our hands to tell the teacher where we were from and where we were living.

after class we had to go looking for a missing little girl. she was five years old and had long brown hair but she was very short and looked like a baby in her photos.

before we went looking for her we had to take a dance class.

the dance instructor made us dance to the jackson browne song 'you're a friend of mine' (i blame my mom for this--she made me do drunk aerobics to this song when i was a kid).....

the boom box was just a tape player and i kept having to stop the tape because it was so loud that it was blowing out the speakers.

and that was that....very odd.

pills

last night i had a dream about many varieties of pills. mostly things like valium.

i went to my doctor and he gave me what i wanted and then i was at some ceremony or football game. i was outside.

some girl had on the kind of pajamas i wanted to wear.

she told me where to get these cool jammies.

i took the whole bottle of valium and off i went to this pajama store.

they were fleece but not fleece. they were soft and it was a jacket with these shorts with these dingleberries on them.

then all the pills looked like advil and there was a funeral going on but i had to pee but i had to wait to go to the bathroom cause it was rude to get up during a funeral.

i was out on a mountain after the funeral.

totally weird.
that's all.

windy roads and recessed lighting

i have been dreaming but have been slacking on writing them down.

last night's dream started in some BFE farm somewhere with my friend corey and his parents and brother. they were telling me good bye as i was apparently visiting them on their farm.

i got in some car that wasn't mine. i knew whose car it was but don't remember right now....i was smoking a cigarette and when i threw it out the window it got lodged in the crook outside the window.

this is when i was navigating these totally curvy fucked up ramps and roads so i had to stop to fix the window.

there were cars that didn't know where they were going and i was constantly changing lanes.

when i got to my destination there was a canal with lots of desks and there was a man working at a desk and it was dark out.

i sat on a pier waiting to find out if i was able to leave or not.

i kept trying to turn on lights but couldn't find the right one.

finally found the correct light and the dude at his desk got a little upset because it was recessed lighting. he really wanted some lamps.

there were crazy mack trucks ramming into walls and flying into the water as if it were some kind of contest.

whack a doodle do

happy dreaming!

car wash type house

at first the car ramp was closed on one side and i had to go up the other side to get in and open the door so that the car could go out after it was cleaned.

there was an older man that was writing me notes about my mother.

i was in arizona....or someplace like it. much open space.

lots of cool plants.

i didn't work at the car wash but this chick i went to high school with did. which is funny in its own right. she was not the kind of person that would do that i guess.

i was pregnant or i was in the process of getting pregnant. the car wash doubled as a doctors office.

this old man kept going with me all over the place and would leave me letters and this high school chick would come to my house to check on me to make sure i was alright.

i don't really remember much but some of the feelings of this dream.

i was happy about the baby but i wasn't ready for it. i didn't want the baby. i wanted to kill it but no one would let me out of their sight as if it was some sort of police state and the HS girl and the old man were somehow "assigned" to watch me as if my baby was supposed to be the next messiah.

pretty weird.

October 7th dream

very vague but i can safely say that lincoln, the president, was in my dream riding a bus and walking around my hood trying to get elected.

a little short the dream but i guess i have politics on the mind these days.

didgeridoo's and a tour bus

okay so it was just my didgeridoo. in real life, i have been having weird problems actually playing.

so in the dream last night i was wearing all white...a very fluttery skirt and shirt..(i never really wear white). i was trying to teach people how to play the didgeridoo but i couldn't play it very well. i got new beeswax and cut this weird hole in the middle of the wax and then put some new beeswax on the top but i still couldn't play it.

then i was on some weird bus that had seats like a roller coaster.

there was a guy on the bus that won 9 million dollars in the lottery and this woman kept trying to get him to like her. my bosses were on the bus and i wanted to get dropped off at their house but i wasn't allowed and the bus driver forced me to stay in the bus.

went into the woods and some lady wanted to get off so she could smoke but she said that smoking was going to taste like cardboard.

the end.
happy dreaming!

weird presidential dream

it wasn't a long dream but i was with a few people on this dock somewhere on the east coast and i was smoking a ton of cigarettes. (i am trying to quit) we were waiting for the president to come to see this giant building that was just built.

i had to go find something warm to wear and i found this great brown leather sweater jacket.

my friend paul invited us over for some food (he's a good cooker) and he had a friend over who was really freaking out about the fact that there wasn't enough toilet paper in his bathroom. we thought there was plenty but paul went to the store to get more, just in case. we talked about his orchids and about what food we wanted to eat. we decided that we wanted breakfast and paul whipped us up some fancy breakfast in no time and we ate and he wanted us to go so he could hang with his friend.

we took off back to the docks. i had to move a lot of my stuff in big vans even though i don't have that much stuff.

after i moved from one storage space to another i got a hat and blanket and went to lay on the docks waiting for the presidential boat.

as the boat arrived the warehouse we were in front of turned into a lovely type of inn by the water and we all got under the covers.

there was a red headed man who was a heroin addict (the presidents son) and he was aloof and stayed away from the rest of the group. my mother and grandmother were on this boat and were dressed up super nice.

it was wacky!